I’ve always found the best way to write about myself is like I’m writing a dating profile. I want to hook up with you. By you I mean my readers, my viewers, my subscribers, and the fetishists who indulge me along this weird and winding road.The short description is I’m a Dominatrix, T-Girl, Satanic author, writer of both poetry and non-fiction, mixed media artist progenitor of a style I call Punk Nouveau, aesthetic terrorist, and musician. Academically, my subjects were history, criminology, theology, and linguistics. I’ve worked as a counselor and advocate. Here’s the unpacked version. I dominate because I love control. Being a Dominatrix is both a matter of thrill seeking and a matter of material wealth in my life. Both pleasure and business. I relish in sadism and being served. I’ve been travelling the seedy underbelly of American life so long I don’t recall any time of naiveté. The thing that saddens me the most about the current state of cultural affairs is the lack of fetishism, sex cults, and orgies. At least the 60s had those. What’s a revolution without sex cults? I live for the EROTIC. I likewise believe that worship and religiosity are natural parts of the human condition. If you’re going to worship something, or someone, why shouldn’t it be a real flesh and blood person? And why not a person who can answer prayers, directly, with her words or with her actions? All religions of a supernatural nature have started by the worship of an individual person, whether he or she, most usually a he, who claimed to speak the word of God. I only claim to speak my own words. And I have quite a few words to speak. I enjoy teaching. I enjoy opening people up to their ultimate truth. So this is another way in which my dominant personality, and my lifestyle as a Dominatrix, plays into my everyday life. I live BDSM. I believe in BDSM. It’s as close to a real life relationship with a GOD that anyone’s ever gonna get. It’s tangible. It’s immediate and sensual. If there’s anything I evangelize for it’s the objective natural rightness of Domination & submission. Leader and follower. What I offer those who serve me is purpose, meaning, betterment, and clarity on who and what exactly they are. In real time. In the real world. What they offer me is an outlet for who and what I truly am. In comparison, believing in Jesus Christ is settling for scraps. And that’s very blasphemous. Speaking of blasphemy, I’m also a lifelong Satanist and longtime Church of Satan member. And I really do mean lifelong. Here’s photographic proof from my infancy.
When I’m not making punk music I’m painting. My paintings have been in a number of galleries and related fine art books. I’ve done album covers, book covers, and shirts, for the notable and not so notable. In the Tampa Bay area I’m known for my “Hermaphrodite Elephants: Some of them ejaculating, some of them on roller skates.” It’s an ongoing series of mixed media that anthropomorphizes popular bigotries, insecurities, and body horrors. They make people laugh, or think, or make their skin crawl, but there’s a reaction somewhere along the way, and if art doesn’t emote through a flesh-and-blood person then it’s a failure.